He was never my boyfriend, but I miss his hugs, his smiles, his advice, his love, his kindness, the times we cried together, and the times we laughed together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship.
Sometimes, when you imagine a perfect guy, you realize you've described a person you've known forever.
It was just you and me. Two friends. And then with a simple look, my hand fell into yours.
It hurts to fall in love with a friend. You keep on hiding your feelings, avoiding it as mush as possible, till you cry your heart out of fear of losing a friend and a love you never really had
You eased the pain when I faked the wound, you calmed me down when I faked the mood, you were instantly there when I faked the call, but why didn't you catch me? I didn't fake the fall.
So everyone asks whatever happened to us, the two best friends that were crazy about each other, I always answer with that you were crazy and walked away from it all.
I know they say that a girl and guy can be best friends without anything between them but it just isn’t true. At some point they will fall for one another. If we’d said how we’d felt would we have been good together? If we had broken up, would we still be friends? Is it any use wondering now? I’ll always deeply regret the fact we never told each other how we felt. We would have been perfect together, I promise. But we’ve moved on, I guess, and we’ll only ever be friends. I’ll always love you so much more than I should and forever dream of how we could have lived. I’ll watch you fall in and out of love from my little chair in the corner of your mind as you watch me do the same, whilst sitting in the corner of mine. One day we’ll look at each other and smile, realizing that a friendship is worth more than regret because if I can’t have you as my friend, my life is not worth living.-punkyfairydude (on bolt)
You made me hurt. I loved you but I was so scared of losing you that I never said anything. I let myself think we could never be more than friends. I made my heart fall away. But why now, as I fall for someone else, do you turn to me and tell me that I could have had so much more?- punkyfairydude (on bolt)
You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend.
So the ones highlighted in blue are my faves... and the yellows were the other ones i like but still not the very best... i know.... they are sad. but i dont know, i kind of like them.
Love & Quotage,
Emiko
Omg the quotes! I am not kidding but i can feel a tear starting! it finally fell out emi! the tear from last thursday! I LOVE YOU!!!
ReplyDeleteThese are great emi! I can't wait to see you so we can talk about so much stuff we need to talk about! <3 U!
ReplyDeleteAww, Em...! I guess I sorta know how you feel, I love the first one 'I fell in love with our friendship' xxx
ReplyDeleteAwwwwwwww. I love those quotes.
ReplyDeleteBtw, I've given you an award: http://scattered-diamonds.blogspot.com/2010/11/i-wanna-be-one.html
ReplyDeletethanks so much guys!!! it means a lot that you are all reading my blog.. knowing that i dont know most of you in person, it is actually an amazing support network. if you guys ever need help i hope you know i am always here to becuase chances are my problems are worse than yours... i am glad you like the quotes though!!! and thank you for the award Meleonie <3
ReplyDeleteLove & Support Network,
Emiko
Oh God! The last one describes exactly what I feel this period of time... Today a very good friend of mine went in a relationship with her best friend with whom she was in love for a long time... I am so happy for them, but sad for me...
ReplyDeleteOh and btw gave you an award on my blog go check it out!
ReplyDeleteThanks!!!
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