who are you to say??

soo...YOU THERE......who is probably a follower which is why you are kinda freaking out about you mental image of me is pointing to you in 3D, this song really is an accurate display of some stuff that went down at the beginning of this year. i have just realized how much i dispise judgements.... you dont know what happened, actually, you as blog followers either do or can easily find out by looking back into... lets say september 2010-january 2011. enjoy somewhat alien-like beings from the blogosphere.

05- my day

 

You arent the same person you were,

and its all because you were with her

You can claim you are the same,

but all i see in you is change.

I have no clue what to say

but hopefully, come May

there wont be a doubt in your mind who you are

you've already come this far

so dont give up the fight

just stay with me tonight

and dont change

is there a reason whenever you cry youget cold? is it physically trying to numb the pain? if so, it doesnt help

05- my definition of love

get ready for a LAME blog post because honestly... i have NO idea!!! i dont think i have ever been in real true love... at least like they make it seem in fairy tales. no romantic evenings.... not really, but i do plan certain evenings that are perfect . i have this nail polish called some enchanted evening. usually it involves some über cute guy playing a cheesy song on the ukulele by this "enchanted" tree. :D ohhh my reality is nothing like my dreams..... but the actual feeling i would have no idea what it is because i dont believe i have ever felt it before... so thats just about it. this post is really short, but i am not sure what else to fill it with. i mean.. i just dont know. there are things that i want to believe but i dont know from first hand experience so i dont want to spread fake stuff.

Unicorns & Marshmallows,

MOI

04- what i ate today

yes, this is accurate "friends" for outer blog space. today I ate my feelings alive. you know whats funny? (i know you dont) i think that feelings are living but yet by eating them i do not feel as if i am murdering something. even though they are a part of me i dont consider me eating myself... im trying to think of the word for that because its not cannibalism entirely but.. oh well, you get the idea. the drama has a history that takes far too long to re-tell not to mention type.. so ill just let it be. so now alien bloggers... i must go do that awful thing called math homework..... i will again eat my feelings and do it in the most docile and tepid manner you have ever seen anyone complete quadratics

marshmallows & unicorns,
I

03 – Your parents.

no, before you assume it, im not saying i hate my parents like that stereotypical teenage girl. yes whomever it may concern... im not that bitch you all know. i love my parents dearly and i couldn't imagine a life without them. its just lately stuff has been out of control. i fear for the worst blogosphere as i normally do but it seems as if everyday i come home this warm sheltering cocoon home is supposed to be turns into a war zone. its kinda like if you imagine yourself in a structured giant cloth bag that is secure and warm and at first it seems like its just fraying at the edges but then everyday you notice it a little bit more, and more, until it is barely there. i wish for one day the war zone could stop to let me recover a bit. i used to hate when people would block the world out with their iPods but now i understand. my iPod has become my only safe haven. how pathetic i know your thinking but the truth hurts. how ironic though, reader, i am hurting myself from a truth i have said.

t swift

saw t swift last night in concert and dont have time to do a real post.. but here are some pix ^^^^^ sorry about the lack of wordage.. but this is all i have time forrrr

unicorns and marshmallows,

E