there has been one little thing that has been really bugging me since the start of vacation and i came to, i dont want to say amends because we arent friends but we simply parted ways after a long smoldering silence between us. it was a huge relief for that weight to be taken off of my shoulders. but a while ago at the school dance/social depending on what you call it and my recent X was there and ignoring me. this was fine really. i didnt really care. i personally hate these socials but i am on student council so i have to attend. anyway, for the last dance i decided not to be a hermit/loner person so i danced with this guy to that song Secrets by One Republic, and while i was dancing with this other guy my X made eye-contact with me and gave me the most venomous look i have ever received in my life. it literally made the blood in my veins feel like they turned to ice. this awful look has, i know how creepy and odd this sounds, come to haunting me in a way. it is the one end that is not tied in my social life. every time i close my eyes i cant escape his ice-y stare. but yeahh i just have to let go, i am trying to upload a pic of the dance, but its not working....
hope you enjoy some slightly modern christmas music... its actually pretty good! i like it so i hope you do too! Enjoy!
Love & A desperate attempt to end this post happily,
Emiko
Monday, December 20, 2010
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hi.... (awkward intro= done) i am often times referred to as a weasel.... and according to wikipedia... weasels are solitary creatures with not many friends, so if you would like to prove wikipedia wrong or make me at least think i have friends....comment below
yep... i think thats pretty much it!
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Oh no! I know what kind of look you're talking about, it's certainly a pretty creepy thing :| Ooh, I like Toby Mac's music! Nice song! Have a great Christmas! x
ReplyDeletethanks!! i am actually really feeling a lot better! i am doing this new thing this year that i think i am keeping as a tradition, but my next post will be about that! have an AWESOME X-mas too!!
ReplyDeleteLove & X-mas,
Emiko
(sorry its taken me so long to respond, my brother is a computer hog)