gotta post... but.... im not sure what about

i have to post... because i havent in so long... but im not sure exactly what about...so im going to go look up something... 2 secs... so i am in a very sentimental mood today... and i am feeling a certain melancholy as today i was thinking about the few things that actually make me genuinely happy because lately it seems i am faking my attitudes so much, i barely know what to believe in terms of my feelings. now that i am writing this, it sounds retarded... but...yeah... so i thought of Roads End Farm and well....  miss it a lot. everything was so simple. just me and a horse. period. now back at school there are relationships, gossip, and nosy people that are just incredibly annoying. but anyway.... just thought i would share this with you guys... but on a happier note... I FOUND AN AWESOME HELLO KITTY BACKPACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yeah.... for halloween day at our school, i was Sunshine Corazan from the first episode of glee season 2. anddd in the episode, she has this AWESOME hello kitty backpack and i found one that looks kind of like it!!! i am so excited!!! <3 <3 looove it! OMG i might die... btw....i might not be able to post very regularly or at all this week because i am going on vacay.... just what i need!! im so excited!! :D 


Love & a Modge Podge of Stuff :D,
                     Emiko

halloween!!!

yes... i guess you could also call this the not whiney post about my life post, or the optimism post... but IT IS HERE!! and thats all that matters!! so, back to the subject of this post.... HALLOWEEN!!!! i can hear the ooohs and the ahhhhs already!! ok, so thursday is halloween day at our school and i quite frankly do not have a single idea, but i must dress up... i dont want to be the only one and its fun!!! so... i am relying on my fellow blogger community to help me with ideas... preferably these ideas are really easy and possible to make out of stuff already present in my closet. i know, its a tall order but i am sure you all have creative minds!!!

Kill 'em with kindness

i have just found out the best kind of revenge, even though it really isnt revenge. It is really to kill the person with kindness. these past few weeks have been really hard for me socially... now that i am re-reading thins, that sounds really dramaticall... but... it is true. but i cannot describe the entire situation because it might just take me i dont know, about 600 pages to do so. i can tell you that i have taken two things from this horrifying experience.  1. the best kind of revenge is when the other person feels regret. you must be so utterly kind to them until they regret hurting you and wishing you would take them back and then you must play the "I-just-want-to-be-friends" card.  2. middle school is like a giant game of poker...sometimes you have to bluff, but you have to remember to never show anyone your cards. i know its all mushy stuff... but its the truth. thanks for listening to me whine these past few weeks. the next blog post will be a happy one...i moose swear! (the utmost important swear.. EVEN above the pinky)

Love & Important Revelations about Life,
                       Emiko

im just sayin.....

ok, i dont mean to be a hater... but i just found out another thing i really hate about guys that contributes to the factor that they dont make sense and are a totally different species than us. soooo... here goes the explanation.... have you ever talked about hair,or make up, or anything to do with appearance, they get mad and or irritated that you arent having a conversation that they can contribute to. this is the part that it doesnt make sense, if they really "dont care" and dont want you to talk about it....WHY ARE YOU SO OBSESSED WITH LOOKS?? so what gives if the girl is "hot" or "pretty" cause it is almost always based on clothes, makeup, haircut, etc. it just doesnt fit together!!!! if they really dont care, it would show!! arggggg!!!!! and guys think we are sensitive??!! NO WAY!! the second you hug another guy, or hang out with him on the weekend.... they are all like... you dont love me anymore. i cant believe you!!... yeah, the story of my life, literally. wellll

its not a choice

one of my family's closet friend just so happens to be gay and he is such an awesome guy. when he first figured out he was gay, he was terrified. if a teen is already in a weakened state, they are only more vulnerable to the harsh bullying found in middle and high schools. it is depressing to even think that these teenagers will never get to enjoy a life or even a complete childhood due to this bullying. there is no way you should be able to judge someone on their beliefs or race. it is awful to think that kids could push their peers to such extremes. if i were one of the bullies, i would feel as if i had just murdered someone. i cannot understand for the life of me how some of these students could be so unkind, but not even unkind, just down right villainous.being gay is not a life decision, you are just born that way. bullying like this is saying that they do not have a place in our society and that is not right. i personally would like to ask everyone who is reading this to dedicate a blog post to promote awareness of these awful events and challenge your own followers to do the same if they believe in the cause. I believe that we cant change the world but the least we can do is raise awareness. Thank you.

Love & Moments of Silence, our thoughts will be with you,
Emiko

this post was supposed to be about a lot of things

yess, this post WAS supposed to be about a lot of things..... key word in this sentence=WAS in caps.... i was going to update you guys on my entire last 2 weeks!!! Beijing photos, Brussels photos from our field trip today.... but... NO cause of course blogger has to tell me that the picture up loader thing is down for a couple of hours and in a couple of hours... i have to pack because i am going to Paris disney to play for our school band... this is just awesome!!! so i will just do a HUMONGO blog post of beijing, brussels, and disney.... when i get back so on sunday or mondayy!!! funnersss school on monday!! im so glad to return to social life fail-ness!!! yayay!! the only good thing about this is that i am at rock bottom and it can only get better from here!!! well.... i dont really have anymore to sayyyy although i would like to SHOW you about a million things..... i am going to go pack...

Love & unable to blog-ness,
         Emiko

the LARA post au revoir!!

The Aussie Award! as shown below....

 As you can all see... this is an award... wow.. i know... and i know it is really stupid to make up awards cause there are about a million of them out there... but... this one is really special because i had a really rough couple of weeks at the beginning of the school year and my friend Lara was such a great friend and helped me get through it. i then gave her the substance award... but she had never gotten an award with a badge... so i thought i would make her two... but anyway... more focused on the mission attached with this award:
1. Give this award to someone who really deserves it! An awesome blog and blogger that make you feel warm and fuzzy inside when you read thier blog.


2. Re-vlog: you must vlog (video blog)  about any topic the person who gave you the award says, you may change it after you get the award!! First re-vlog assignment, report to us your on your daily life...


3. Keep your blog awesome!!!

The No Rain No Rainbows Award!!:

So this award is for those who are kind, sympathetic, and above all optimistic.For those who see the good in every person. For this award, you must:

1. Give this award to as many bloggers as you wish who you believe really deserve this award.

2. Help someone turn a rainy day into a rainbow and blog about it.

3. (Optional but recommended) Volunteer time at an animal shelter, charity, or anything to help your community.


So... i know that this was not normal elephantastical-osity but.... now i must say... im going to beijing!!! so i sadly dont think i will be able to blog a whole lot in china but i will make a ginourmus blog post when i get back... dont worry friends... i will i promise.. we leave tomorrow morning early... but i will miss you my followers!!!

Love, Au revoirs, & awards,
              Emiko

gimme a G L E E

yess!!! im addicted once again!!!!!! first of all.... the first two episodes of glee can be summed up in one word: AMAZING!!!!!! empire state of mind... lovin' it!!!! and the entire brittany episode made me cry from laughter!!!!! omg!!!! LOVE IT!!! btittany was hilarious!!! it was like in hello when she had the awesome line.... Did you know that dolphins are just gay sharks??!! I almost died then!!!! <3 <3 omg amazing!!!!!! so then.... this past weekend i also got hooked on this other series called my life as liz!!! apparently i look like her... not at all...... but i do think my mentality is kinda similar to hers!!!! she is awesome and hilarious!! just watch it!! its on mtv and you can see all the episodes online!!! so badah bah bah bahhhhh!!! im lovin it!!! im taking her saying too... (with a little twist)

Love & TV Shows,
                            Emi

i will flood myself with optimism

i think that i am gonna try to flood out my slight depression with optimism.... so here it goes:

today me and Fia decided to be adventurous and take public transport to avenue louise (a famous shopping street in brussels). It was quite interesting... we got to the bus stop all fine and dandy and then we waited....and waited.... and waited... for the bus. then one came... and there was a slash through the number and the sign said central station...so we didnt get on. thes next one wasnt the bus that we needed so, the third bus came along... we are on the bus and we decide... to stay on a few stops cause it was a long way to the final destination.....we stay on for a few stops and the next stop is like 4 blocks away to the street we want to be on and then like 7 more blocks to get to the good shopping part of the street. we didnt want to get on the tram cause we werwnt sure where to get on... and so we walked for a really long time and we finally got there.... we did some shopping and then we got a snack... then going home was fun and smooth... we took the tram from where we were and to the bus stop and took the train back to Fia's house and it was all fun!!! what an adventure!!??

in conclusion (you think i've been writing a science lab??) when you are very sad and or depressed writing about one thing in that time period that made you forget your problem in extensive detail... it really does help!! as a fake therapist with no other training than receiving it from friends and living life... do it... it helps!

things i love about fall.....

1. Catching Fireflies
2. the smell of fallen leaves
3. hot apple cider with homemade cinnamon doughnuts
4. picking apples
5. riding donkeys
6. eating chicken pot pie
7. my birthday (november 26th just fyi)
8. starry nights
9. crisp mornings
10. fun with friends
11. the odd bits of drama that are very annoying at the time but hilarious a week later
12. colors
13. putting on a trendy new coat
14. wearing my uggs for the first time
15. putting on my earmuffs on a cold morning
16. football games at school with friends
17. seeing two of your best friends kissing because you helped
18. that warm fuzzy feeling of coming inside after walking into the school building on a cold day
19. everyones red noses
20. hot chocolate
21. learning old secrets
22. and then not caring that you didnt know before (actually appreciating it) btw this refers to #21
23. listening to music under the falling canopy of leaves
24. new friends
25. getting back to school...kinda
26. welllll thats it for now... but i will add more!!!!!